Last week we finally received notice from the coroner as to their final decision on the cause of Braedwyn's death. The cause that will be listed on his death certificate will be: Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood. The name pretty much says it all. It is an appellation given to show that after performing X number of tests and procedures, no cause could be determined for his death.
As a result, we will be donating some of the money that was given us to the following group at www.sudc.org. We still would like to commit the majority of the money to something more life-affirming, but I am sure that they can be helpful to others caught in the same net.
Time accumulates. Four months have come and gone since his death. The frenetic pace of the first two months has given way to the glacial pace of ordinary(?) life. I shudder before life's insanity and indifference.